Plans.

This is a new start. This is real. This is what it really feels like. This is how it’s supposed to be. This is my life plan, and it’s taking me in a direction I never thought I would experience, and I adore it with all I have to offer.

So this is what it is supposed to feel like? And by it I mean: happy, fulfillment, joy, experience, life. These are the true feelings you experience, and when it happens you know. A swift kick off your feet, a sweet kiss to the cheek; a cleanse. It’s brilliant, it’s state-of-the-art, it’s natural...

Natural: existing in or caused by nature; not made or caused by humankind.

Humankind: human beings considered collectively

Collectively: done by people acting as a group

Group: a number of people or things that are located close together

Together: with or in proximity to another person

Person: a human being regarded as an individual

Individual: single; separate

And thats where it stops.

It’s natural for humankind to be one, collectively, as a group together with different persons and individuals. Two singles, in the past separate, join as one - side by side, hand in hand, in collusion.Together, they are a group. Collectively they are the definition of humankind, they are natural.

So this is our plan.

kiss of life (:

life: the existence of an individual human being or animal

life is beautiful. once you open your eyes and capture every moment for what its worth, nothing can ever replace that feeling - and it’s simply breathtaking. experience life, don’t hold back, and remember, you’re most likely going to regret not doing something that you want to do.

life throws many things at you, and there are many ways to deal with it. you can either deal with situations for the negative, the positive, or even some times both. the way i see it, do what your heart tells you, and in my case, that means to always be positive. see the glass half full rather than half empty. things happen for a reason, you can’t control it, so go along on the ride and see where it takes you.

life can be fun. actually, life SHOULD be fun. take advantage of it, but don’t take it for granted. expect the unexpected and know one day everything will be gone. as my friend patrick says “you only have one life - live that shit up”.

life can be depressing. this is when you truly get to see your true self; what’s important to you, what your wants and needs are. it is a time to fully evaluate what you have. take control of the situation, make something wonderful out of something so painful and dead.

life: the depiction of a subject from a real model, rather than from an artist's imagination.

how will you create your life? what will you do with your existence?

whatever road you take, remember we are all in this together, but each individual imagines and writes their own story. how will you write yours?

The times are changing...

and I’m starting to like where they are taking me.

A lot has changed within the past month - a have lost, gained and have had fun, but most importantly I have started to actually find myself. At the beginning of the year I made a very hard decision on my part, but I knew in the end it would both better him and myself, which I think we are starting to see now with the time spent apart.

Recently I have gathered a group of friends and its a ritual to hang out as much as we can. I have met a lot of amazing people and I am glad they are all in “my group”. All of them love life and what it has to offer, they give back and follow their passions. Each individual I surround myself with lately has brought me up in ways I never expected or imagined... It’s funny what new friends can do for yourself and your surroundings.

I have started to gain a more passion for music, and I can thank my new group of friends for this. Each of them is musically talented in their own way, and they are helping me find my talent so one day I can have a passion just like they do. Connor, my new friend, definitely takes the time to help me and appreciate my efforts. I now know how to play the drums (in some ways), some what of the guitar, and my inner diva has been released with my vocals. Maybe he is right, maybe I can become something I have never expected.

Some stuff has happened with my relationships within the last week - with not only my parents and friendships, but myself. Im going through a change, and I don’t think it will be hard. I have support and my new friends, who are helping me along the way. I guess things really do happen for a reason.

Do you believe in fate? Because I do, and I’m excited to see where it brings me.

It's time for a new, pure life :]